The Unseen Weeper

In a majlis full of souls that ponder, weep, and grieve
There is a man who sits among us, who the people seldom see
His heart encompasses the pain of the whole of humankind
His soul a finite mirror of the love of the Divine
He is acquainted with the secrets within the heart of every being
He makes dua for every lover, for our guidance and well-being
And every time our hearts grow heavy with the burden of our sins
He experiences that heaviness, as if it belongs to him

In this age of dhulumaat, where darkness reigns supreme
mankind is dazed in slumber, as if caught within a dream
and the heart of every lover has grown restless in its cage
as it seeks a sanctuary in this catastrophic age
Where genocide goes unpunished, and colonizers get ovations
For the rates at which they bomb children dying of starvation.

Tonight, we offer our condolences to the Master of our time
The one whose justice we await to shift the broken paradigm
Of this wounded, dying world, built on capital exploitation
Enriched by the dying embers of systematic deprivation

Please illuminate the way, beloved Master of our time
In this world that stands submerged beneath the gravity of crimes
Too numerous to mention, too horrific to recount
With enemies too powerful for the weak ones to surmount

No longer can we bear the sight of children set aflame
No longer can we tolerate their agony and pain
For in the faces of the children that flee the burning tents of Rafah
We see the shadow of a girl who fled a tent in Karbala
As her clothing caught on fire, and her tender cheeks were bruised
By the shameless slaps of tyrants and their merciless abuse.

The revolution of Hussain lives on within our rage
As we vow to rise against the Yazid of every age
Ya Muntaqim, ya Qaim, as we weep for Ababdillah
Deepen our wilayah, and our submission- o Allah!
Grant us the taufeeq to bear witness to his reign
Grant us the taufeeq to join the avenger of Hussain

May our salaams be unto you, ya Baqiyat al Anbiya
May our salaams be unto you, Master of the awliya
Please grant us your ziyarah, with our hearts and with our eyes
Please grant us your wilayah, in every era of our lives
And on the day when hearts are weeping, for the fear of Allah’s wrath
O beloved of Zahra, keep us firm upon your path
O Hujjah of our time, may our hearts belong to you
Please forgive our sinful souls, as we make our way to you.

A Few of My Deeply-held Beliefs

I believe in worship that runs so deep, it bathes everything in the warm, healing glow of love.  I believe in the interconnectedness of all things, the innate worthiness of all souls, the innate beauty of sacred sentiments, and the unparalleled majesty of visible miracles such as sunrises and starry nights.  I believe that gratitude is akin to prayer and that the expression of joy is a holy sacrament.  I believe that a focused moment of true understanding and compassion is enough to win the heart of God, but that His decrees exist to give every human soul a grounded, necessary methodology by which to evolve, become, & know itself- and gradually, to know Him.  I believe in the pursuit of inner magnificence and the holiness of empathy; that the heart reaches its highest point of actualization when it learns to seek beauty in everything it beholds; that love is the name we give to anything that conveys us to the Divine.

I believe that humility is the purest pathway to God’s presence, that every soul we encounter has something vital to teach us, that no one is irredeemable except the soul too arrogant to be taught. I believe that a sincere moment of kindness can surpass the resonance of a year of worship, that one of the most critical achievements is to master the balance of disciplining one’s own soul while offering grace to others. I believe that reacquiring the ability to be delighted by the trivial and mundane is the highest human art. I believe that the soul only tastes true peace when it surrenders to the One who created it; that anything can be endured by a heart that has been moved by His nearness, that there is nothing more exquisitely beautiful than a loving gaze that echoes His mercy.

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